Spending time alone

Location : Sakinah punya rumah.

They are still sleeping , except for me. Lepas subuh aku tak biasa tidur, thats why aku je yang tak tidur. So i took Sakinah punya ipad and buka blog semua orang. Had fun , actually. Orang yang aku tak kenal pun aku baca blog dia, hahaha.

Yesterday , we went to klcc , thanks to sakinahs mom who drove us all the way there. Unbelievable, Deanna also joined. Deanna selalunya jarang join kitaorang walaupun shes in our gang and when she appeared at d door yesterday morning, i was like whooooaaaa. And as usual , she is soo gorgeous. A lil bit jealous ada kawan yang lawa.

k this might sounds noob , but yesterday was d first time i ate nandos. kenyang gilaaa. before eating i pulled deanna to teman aku jalan jalan. Browsing through the shops and set in our mind what we r going to be when we grown up. And when we were at kinokuniya , i was struggling with mah self , i dont know if i should buy a novel ke tak , sebab hari tu dh beli yang baru but but kalau x beli bosan plak duk rumah. hm. last last tak beli pun , hahaha.

and we went to sakinah punya apartment , aish kaya betul budak ni. and syamil cant stop jellying. yes and arina too. bnyk buat benda bodoh kat apartment tu , hahaha.

then we thought it was the time to balik shah alam , ayah sakinah brought us to klgcc. Rahman , be jealoussssss haha. And main bowling. Sakit sakit badan time main bola baling still tak hilang then main boling plak hahaha. then had dinner there. the prices are soooo omg. and thank you for Encik Jumat , cos hes paying. thank yyyyooouuuu

then cakap pasal hantu , time dlm kereta. then dajal , aaa takut gila do. then time nk mandi terus takut nk mandi do . fytfutfuvugczreayyt. and disebabkan kitaorang spent time together since pagi smpai malam , semua mcm dh ngantuk dah. padahal rancang nk tidur lambat. but kira ok la tu , tidur pukul dua hehehe.

and now , diaorang tak bangun bangun lagi. aisssshhhh aku dating dgn kau je lah ipad. hmmmmm

I said maggi can cure my broken heart , lol . Cheesy benor. And i need maggi right now hahaha.

Things are getting worser , i hate this and i hate myself for being dumb.

Out

Imtiyazat's outing was okaaaaaaaaaaay.

We went to mcd sec 3 and then pas and then sacc. The boys played bowling and we were amazed with them. Especially amir , goddd macho betul time dia main hahaha lol. And i met my childhood friend , haziq and also budak tuisyen yang aku tak tahu nama dia. Seeing haziq , i was actually surprised to see him , he used to be a cute little boy.. And now he is so so so matured.

And anis and i dissapeared a lil bit from the others' sight. We found something attractive , and too bad we cant manage to take a picca of it. Haish

Btw yesterday ada latihan netball. Anis and Nisa were fully trained and aku lebih bnyk layan perasaan lol. and anis said smthng about kambing , and somehow it reminded me of the prefect's dinner hahaha. Ckp pasal kambing , i stop my diet. lol. for some reasons that cannot be avoided.

kbye

Traeaaaaa

tweet tweet

Hi

Is dieting (so ha-ha) , collecting money money mohhhhney (duhh) and trying to stay balance all the time.

So hi , now im online-ing at cc , thanks to ummi for sending me here and pay for it. Well before she got the idea to leave me here , ALONE , i was texting with Sakinah and mengadu betapa gilanya aku nk online. Well laptop dh takde , so nk buat mcm mana ? And so , i went to my mom's room and again , mengadu the same thing. and weheeee my mom said she will leave me at cc. yay <3

But still , tak sebest online di rumah :( But hey hey aku kena bersyukur ...

And im still looking for something i can do as pmr dh hbs , so takkan nk stdy ? And i borrowed a lot of novels , but ergh semua dh hbs baca. Ummi why u trained me to speed reading when i was a little girl ? Semua novel dh hbs bacaaaa nk buat apa lg ?

Oh . i did say im diet-ing which is so ha-ha . But aku dh takde kerja nk buat , so aku diet lah. Btw diet sgt menyusahkan. aku cepat lapar.

kbye x

Acting childish. c'mon , be brave. stop being a chicken , hun. enjoy ur life before we r going to be in form 4 next year. it's now. or. never.

kbye x

Hi!

Nine days until PMR , and omg idk what im doing here. I mean , what im doing in front of comp. I wonder what the others pmr candidates r doing. course , study la kan. And im still wearing my clothes that i wear when i was in tuition. Tuition was okay , until we found someone that we hate . (we means me and one of my friend) I was like omg this is sooooo arghhh.

Btw yesterday spent rm50 at sri tanjung , true is , i was having fun. A lot. but for the second thought rm50 can buy nine detective conans comics or topup or new flats , or maybe buy anis's bday present. And sakinah used my tumblr lately , some of the posts kinda remind me of adam. yes , the guy that i used to have crush when i was 14 and 13. lol. it was kinda weird having adam as classmate as im in pge1. well his seat in class is in front of me. lol.

Tuesday

i thought tuesday was monday , when i saw prefects petang pasang mic. Mic tu memekak do , sakit telinga haih. Btw form four mula mengambil alih pentadbiran majlis tertinggi pemimpin murid. form 5 direhatkan and form three pulak emmmm bersuka ria dan bebas ? Entah. but aku tahu aku memang  tak bertugas langsung.

Hari ni gelak bnyk sangat , makan pun bnyk. bukan salah aku. syahirah memaksa aku makan nasi lemak walaupun hakikatnya time rehat aku dh makan nasi lemak anis dgn nasi goreng kantin. aku tahu lah korang jeles aku baru turun dua kg , ni ape cerita nk gemukkan kan aku ni ? pergh dramatik sungguh aku ni.

Hari ni penat cari cikgu maths semata mata nk betulkan markah. berbaloi when kira2 balik maths dapat A. tepat tepat 80. walaupun 80 je........ A la tu. kita kena bersyukur bak kata sape ntah. Agama nisak dpt 96. Over en ? menyampah aku. beza 3 markah dgn aku -,- Takpe , kita kena bersyukur bak kata sape ntah.

Eh cepat lah hbs pmr , nk shopping sakan ni . Nak ni do :

hmm

Geouriejdndjd

Sakinah's tumblr. She's wearing a pushmina. Tahan gelak. tahan gelak tahan gelak. K tergelak. She's so pretty , tak kisah la pakai apa pun. (and ofc kalau dia baca ni, nnti mesti dia marah aku balik "Kau lg lawa bla bla bla")

Btw ustazah gave our bhsa arab's marks. THE ZZZZZ 65 ? B do , OMG B. I was like tidaaaaaaaaaaaak. then sakinah came dgn gelak2 , "zulaikha kau comel do td" Pergh minah ni , hati tgh berduka lara dia sempat buat lawak. "kau ckp tidaaaaaaak kat depan td comel . kitaorg kat belakang gelakkan kau" hmmm ini lah kwn sejati =..=

and tadi bnyk sgt gelak dgn Anis. Oh td masa perhimpunan , aku naik pentas (hehehehe) ambik hadiah debate. Knp cikgu bg novel.. where are the sijil ? and asal takde foods ? Hm tak nk masuk lah mcm ni lagi. Tak nk kwn dgn cikgu.. And td pengetua marah kitaorg. Wat lek ah pengetua hehehe :D

Oh selamat hari raya , jong jong , JH<3 , ummm Hoho , umm sape lg ? jo twins and etc. Takde duit raya. Kau dh kaya dok kerja menyanyi , takkan nk duit raya kot. tak senonoh -.- #lolakumerepek

Maka di sini dimumukan aku turun 2 kg. Uish lawak gila. Tiba2 ain menyampuk "aku turun 6 kg" aku yang ketika itu sedang makan nasi goreng anis , terkejut. Rupa rupanya dia salah ckp. dia turun 6 kg lepas puasa , bkn raya. Ishh. btw hari ni and esok esok esok duduk kat kelas PGE1 . sedih nya berpisah dgn kwn2 karib..

K ah bye xx

My not bias and my bias , hehe saranghae

happy birthday sungyeol :D

He's not actually my bias , but still , saengil chukamnida (betul ke eja haha) Btw meet my ultimate bias :) =

Jh

Lagu be mine-infinte daebak :)

Siapa kau yang habis cred aku hmmmmmmmm?

When fairydust vanish

Lifeless eh ?

Hi it's a brand new day (lol) it's 12:36 am and i dont know what im doing in front or the lappy , having facebook in one of my tab eventho fb is heartbreaking. right... stupid. Btw im hearing something. someone is playing piano. my neighbour kot. oh wait , main malam malam ? ._.

farah asked me to listen the you and i song , and she said the song was awesome but my exception was mesti x sedap lagu ni. mesti lagu bosan. and when i listened to it , it was sad and id9qdun9uoqed89 dont know how to describe ha-ha.

Fav songs right now : Hands up, you and i , be mine. hehe :)

And im sick watching you. im sick of being friend with u. u're such a pain , seriously. Its weird how u made me hurt lots and lots of the time but still , i never tell u i hate u. i want to tell u this , i want to text u , but it will hurt u and i dont want to be the one who tries to cheer u up. Ergh

Btw bye.

Lifeless

True. Kbye

Again JH :)

gambar is totally takde kaitan what im gonna write hehe. just putting him up there coz.. i dunno. i put his pic for no reason. Btw today was Thursday and yeah merdeka. trial dah habis , raya nk dekat , pmr pun dah dekat. Best nya pmr , hihi aku memang sukaaaaa sangat :) Oh btw , kh was arghhhhhhh cant describe into words. it was awfully amazingly hard and sickening. i banged my desk twice. but no one took notice and i nearly screamed. but i went to the toilet instead of screaming mcm org kena rasuk hehe

but the bibik kat tandas actually didnt let me enter the toilet but i took notice. Heh aku x jahat tau , just malas nk layan. then i heard that the bibik was babbling something bout me. hehehehe that bibik had a crush on me :')

it is 2:48 am right now and im not in my room , sleeping. im in living room and stupidly typing crap in my blog . i mean , siapa nk baca blog aku hahahaha ? Heh it's only me :) Oh well suka hati lah. 

Btw nayly tadi talked to me bout my sej's marks and i asked her mcm mana dia tahu markah sejarah aku and she answered Farah faheera. o wait nayly tuisyen ke hari khamis. ??? Eh buat fikir pasal dia. Btw hah tadi tgk live lagu mr simple. cam biasa i was heartless ....

then part kyuhyun.. "OMG OMG OMG OMG" Seriously muka serious. (lol) Muka dia serious gila haahahhaah macho do. Well its true , laki yang serius macho en. Oh wait , aku x maksudkan din pengawas 10 sen yg form 5 kat skolah yang kalau bising dlm library dia dtg and will say "kau bising , bayar 10 sen" hmm cm tu la dialog dia macho. aku x ckp dia macho. eh amenda macho macho ni.

And we made plans what to do after pmr. sleepover , maggi-ing , cari pakwe . cari pakwe telah direject kerana entah. lol. K bnyk nya merepek. Btw mana rahman dia tak balas text aku =..= 

ciao assalamualaikum slmat hari raya xx :)

Farahhh hahaha

Cheekbone amenda tu aku x faham -.- But farah ckp aku ada cheekbone ahahahaha amenda tu. Aku tahu tu amenda tp mcm lawak je aku ada. eh ye ke? or diaorg tipu. btw,

"Im your man"

Hahahaha dah gila. farah punya pasal ni , k ah bye xx

Tumblr mah source

When it’s a big day tomorrow but you can’t fall asleep because you’re too nervous/excited and your brain doesn’t shut up. You’re just lying there, different versions of imaginary scenarios are playing over and keeping your mind active.

Gila kau apa kau dh buat dlm hidup aku kalau aku tak kenal kau kalau aku tak kisah langsung pasal kau aku takkan jd cmni ishhh taip takde koma dgn fullstop mati la cmni no wonder bm asyik dapat B k dodol punya olang aigo yoyoyoyo aishh kenapa aku kenal kau -.- kan dah gila k ah bye merepek je bnyk main je bnyk buang masa je bnyk study tak btw pakwe aku hensem hihihi eh dia bukan pakwe aku -.- perasan nyaa k ah bye.

merepek. aku tahu. 

Kau -.-

Kau memang suka bg hope. Sweet talker go die.

K so today we got our result for sejarah , omg mine was totally unbelievable. HAHA. Tapi agak membanggakan. Celebrate dgn maggi lai. K so huh tadi balik lambat. Farhan merepek nk bg rantai untuk bday aku =..= aku tahu lah kau kaya bro tapi perlu ke mcm tu ? So i laughed and said , "takpelah tak nk hadiah bday"

btw tadi library punya lampu terbakar. bau dia haisssssssh boleh mati hidu -.- Then din bukak tingkap and aku ckp aku x nk keluar dari library. then dia tgk aku mcm "kau nk mati ke?" tapi last2 aku keluar jgak sbb ckgu ckp library tutup. cikgu ckp bahaya. Heh aku duduk kat kantin lg bahaya. Bau burger. Apa org kantin tu buat masak burger ?

Hish -.-

Tmrw tinggal maths , then KH . Hahaha kh mati lah x study. Takpe lah tawakal je lah. (ayat Sakinah apabila mls nk study) And ahad balik kampung yay yay yay. Aku x tahu knp aku excited. bukannya ada internet pun kat situ. (act ada tapi lappy sepupu aku) And nk beli topup pun rumit.

Aigooo.

Balik raya boleh makan bnyk , hm apa rahsia nenek aku masak sedap ? Aku pun masak sedap tapi kalau dh letak atas pinggan terus tak sedap. aneh sekali sih. and skrg dah kena rancang nk buat ape lepas pmr :D

You

Dont give me hopes k ? :)

Go

K apa dh jadi dgn aku ni. Bnyk sgt texting dgn manusia yang tak dikenali inilah jadinya. Otak pun dh tak waras. Hm bahaya ni. risiko darah tinggi. bnyk sgt stress. K tadi nmpk rantai owl , dah bersemangat nk beli , then tetiba mak aku x bg sbb takut nenek aku x approve bnda2 haiwan mcm ni. so beli rantai bentuk bunga . yang menyedihkan , aku nk OWL :( Hm takpe lah takde jodoh.

Btw tgh download lagu , hohoho.

And aku tgk syazwan naim quit from jadi pemimpin murid, aku pun nk join. :O Patut lah time hari tu syazwan tgk aku dgn muka bersalah. and lpas beberapa lama baru dia ckp "Zulaikha , aku dh quit pp" Aku pun mcm Wow. Baru je hari tu lady boss kita marah tak boleh quit , mamat ni boleh quit

"asal x ajak aku?"
"aku nk ajak , tapi.."
"takpelah."

aku still stuck jd pm aka pp. *sighs*

And that day i asked sakinah mcm mana nk dpt A in bm ? and ofc she said bnyk baca buku. i answered , "ahem , aku pengiktirafan nilam" then dia ckp maybe aku baca novel tak berfaedah kot. Haha , made sense.

One in one

1) Trial was awesome. Fulled with moaning and "Amenda ni??????" and the kind of feeling that will make u cry if u got B. btw I cant believe that history was easy. As for bahasa arab , as expected it was whoaa hard. I did my essay like crap. having fun merepek.

2)Tension lately. tadi dah terpecahkan pinggan. Hm

3)kbye

Lost in this stupidness

Hi.

Just now , i was emotional. I felt like i throwing and smashing everything. I was so sad , and mad with myself. I forgot something when i was texting with him. I really did. And i regret for remembering it. It made me feel. Hurt.

Toss my hair , chin up , i said im okay. well actually im not. But i chose to ignore my so called sad feelings. I got loads of things to think apart from .. him.

But im okay now , i really do. I switched on laptop and found a happiness. This sounds cheesy , i know. But sometimes , a small thing can make u really happy and pleased. Just like that.

Kbye. goodnight.

Weird things

1. Nisak telah matcon memanggil "Junus" when the name is actually Junsu. :/
2. 'My baby boo' skrg telah menjadi our fav song. Oh sheesh. Padahal x suka pun lagu tu. 
3. Tak boleh nk study sejarah form one coz sedih bila Portugis dpt Melaka. Dh sedih smpai x boleh nk study
4. aku buat homeworks. And hari tu farah tanya anis aku nisak sape dh siap agama punya homework. Anis geleng , Nisak angguk. Aku angguk. Then farah mcm. :o :o :O ! (including nisak and anis) Then diaorg tepuk tangan. Just for me :)
5. Bersemangat mengumpul tin and botol plastik
6. Hari tu , rezeki melimpah ruah. Alhamdulillah :) Kawan2 bg aku rm3. Tanpa kompromi. Just bagi. Aku x mintak pun. And kat tuisyen , das, ilman , raga , mutaza bagi tins and botol. And i laughed out loud masa balik. With them. Okay tu serius pelik. 

Thats all. Im watching csi right now.Adam , the org yang menyiasat tu tgh main webbie dgn sorang budak perempuan. Then suddenly the girl mati. Betul2 dpn dia , thru webcam. Okay bye ! 

Recycle :p

Someone told me that my smile is charming. Lol. I was like "Aaaa? Kau ckp dgn aku?" Aku sendiri pun x suka dgn cara aku senyum , ini kan org lain ?

Thx for my tuition mates that helped me last Thursday. Bnyk tin and botol aku dapat :D

And im so proud with my classmates , the doors are so cool :D And thank u for 4 Sains Sukan for giving me your tins. And thnk u for budak2 form 5 yang ketawakan kitaorg punya pintu. Haha

K byee

Bosan nyo

Gambar paling gedik , hahaha

Kbyee

Penakut

"Im the kind of girl that afraid to like people coz when i fall for someone , i fell hard." Ceh

okay atas tu xde kaitan. Act skrg pukul 7 42 pm but suasana gelap gelita di sekeliling rumah aku. Okay seram. Sekarang yang ada kat rumah cuma aku and semua adik laki aku. Tiga2 tidur. Aku je yang still kelip mata,
blogging.

And aku bosan.

And takut.

Gelap.

Im afraid till x boleh nk lepas rambut. Coz rambut aku mcm hantu. (Bak kata mak aku)

Okay aku dh takut.
 Tak boleh nk taip dah. haaaaaa haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Tadi

I red Hilal's status bout esuria called his parents. I nearly burst into laughter.

When i was in esuria , my dad will wait at the mcd. With my siblings. Dad will brought his laptop with him. And he'll online. While me? Frying my brain. That was when im 14. Then when recess , i'll go to mcd to : "Abaaaah , nk duiiittt"

But one day , Priya scolded me. She said she will call my dad. For my behaviour suka turun gi mcd ketika rehat. So she called my mom. My mom wont answer coz she was in mosque. and she will never care bout her phone when she's in mosque. Then Priya called my dad. What a stupid thing.

Ayah aku kat seberang jalan je. Kat mcd. Aku turun sbb nk jumpa ayah aku. Bukan sbb nk bunuh diri ke apa. Kau nk report buat apa?

Tonight :B

My boys.

Budak yang terlebih bersemangat.

Umi bagi minum air?

:3

Im in orange, keke

Hai. Assalamualaikum

"Kak yong tengok ni!"

aku : "Woaaaah"

Muka pelik si hafiz

...........

my book la , hahaha

Oh..

Gatal gusi~

Hekk

Apa? Saya x mandi lagi

Haiii

Ada lagi sorang adik laki aku tapi aku xde gmbr dia. Btw this post is for Sakinah, Nabil and budak2 lain yang begitu kasihkan adik aku. Hahaahaha.

Tonight

Cant stop listening to these :

Big bang-Tonight.
Ukiss- 0330
GP basic- Game

Ni yang aku nk ckp pasal gp basic. Its a name of girls' group. Cuba teka umur diaorg berapa ? 15 :) Sama umur. While maknae diaorg pulak 1998 lahir. Serius muda. A really small number , fifteen. And yes , 13. Omg. but kesian kena kutuk habis habisan lah this group. Yelah budak muda lagi~ Suara pun boleh dgr mcm budak2. But lagu dia best lah. Btw group ni dh kena banned. Korea sangat ketat peraturan nya.

But memang aku tgh dgr lagu game sekarang. hahaaha. Kbye. Btw ukiss tambah ahli , and buang ahli. Aku x rasa apa2 sbb aku heartless and aku x kenal ukiss. But lagu dia sedih. Tapi aku heartless so aku x rasa sedih. Perasan lagi.

Kbyee. 1:14 am

Life is like banana(s)

Yesterday farah yasmin bt yusree was stress. You can know if she was stress. She will talk nonsense and she'll disturb people at fb. Thats her way.

Btw , i found this piccas. (Takde kaitan dgn stress but still, im posting this)

And the buses. Omg omg omg :O

oh her eyes her eyes make the stars look like they're not shining

dj botak , yeah

fly. bye

hahahaaha i like this a lot

:D

Ni sumpah scary

Corpse

:D 

Btw farah yasmin was stress coz of the homeworks. 

Spooky ULBS

Hi. Today was the arabic's ulbs. Kinda like the oral. except we need to talk with Ustazah in arabic. Ah semua diserang penyakit tergagap dan baca 1 minit then lupa balik. hafal , lupa , hafal lupa. It became a game. And the same thing happened to me. The ulbs was at language lab . I managed to have a look at someone before enter the lab.... Dia bukak spec.. hm

And then hafal punya hafal . Bila dh siap , i was like "Omg happynya :') Seksa dh berakhir" Nak hafal syair dlm bahasa arab bukan senang weh. Dua pula tu :') Oh luar biasa betul imtiyazat ni (Perasan)

Then lepas habis belajar Kkq kat surau. Aku lari ke kantin. Sebab lapar gila aaaaaaaaaaa. Bila datang ke gate "Weh tadi kitaorang jumpa dia. Patutnya kau x payah gi kantin td" "Tipu.""Betuul""Okay."

Apa motif aku type ini ? Haha . Kbye

I miss blogging

Yes i really do. So hey.

I was on tumblr lately. I changed my blog's url. I didnt want to be founded. I was extremely mad at that time. HAHA. btw ,I want to makeup my blog but i cant find any suitable lipgloss , mascara , blusher , and wtv stuffs. So sorry lah blog. Kau terhodoh macam ni. ekekekeke~

K bye.

Form two :)

Dari depan , kanan :Anis , Nisak , Sakinah , Deanna , Farah

Photographer: Anis

Kamera: Anis

Zulaikha takda. Masa ni kat kmpung. Hmm terseksa betul. 

Note to self

Never care bout people's feelings. Coz they never care bout u.

-

Im still hoping for miracles , yes im chasing over the rainbow. Btw, see the date ? 10th March :') So , 9th march-everyone , err nearly everyone was having a bad day. And i thought i am safe , i thought i will okay that day , i thought i dont need to think about that again. (im done with having my emo time.)but i was wrong. I chatted just now , at fb. I red the stuffs i sent. i felt like a fake. i looked like i was normal , when act i felt like screamin.

So there. Thats my story. Syazwan nagged bout sejarah's paper while sakinah was having an issue with maths. Me? i dont give a damn. I dont really care bout my grades. I dont care bout the cloud9 bet or everything. I started to hate everything n everyone. Yes sometimes i feel like hating 2PM . I hate when i made myself thinking , bout problems , feelings especially , bout MONEY , and everything.

I miss my heartless me. seriously

I miss my heartless me , Omg ... I want to be heartless , like i used to be. i hate thinking bout my probs , bout people that i dont know calling me with his name , bout everyone is selfish , they never , never , never care whether im hurt or not.

Aku dh merepek. k bye

S J

At first , i was like "Asal anis suka dia? " aku bukan marah dia suka S , aku mcm... "anis aku x fhm kau :/" So then td aku tgk S , after two minutes.....

ohmygod i think i have a crush on him. *scream*

Yeah Sungha Jung , u're awesome with ur hands. And umur aku dgn dia sebayaaaaaa. ohohoho. or tua setahun? dunno x pasti





Yang video atas, Sungha Jung . yang bwh Dalmatian. lagu ni aku dgr setiap hari. so x pasal2 aku suka :O Aku cepat terpengaruh en? hahaha


"Dont wanna be lonely.. i wanna just fall in love bla bla bla"

Balloon day , oh wow

Thats what i called - balloon day. and some magic spakle on the date :- first march 2011. So.. how should i describe ? The day was fulled with balloons , and students. and i looked so handsome with ma blazer. okay maybe no. it made me fat. i didnt mean that i get fat , i looked fat. Or maybe the mirror is lying... :/

So sakinah took my piccas with hohohohohohohohohoho. Someone that shouldn't be named, thats what i shall write. and lepas tu belajar dlm kelas~ I realised my classmates wrote 29 feb instead 1 march. Haha aku pun sama tulis 29 feb. Otak dh terlalu nyanyuk ke zulaikha ?

After school , had kkq at surau. Ustazah ckp kkq pun ada exam. *die. But ustazah bg soalan bocor , hihi sayang ustazah :DD But sebelum tu, kitaorg went makan kat kantin. Nisak belanja kitaorg :) Baik en ? dia belanja nasi lemak aym. Jumlah total rm6. aku mcm 'BO? Serius ke nisak belanja?'

Rupa rupanya gaji dia jaga coop masa form 2. Aih jeles nya :O But skrg dh x jaga, bersara lah tu. Anis bersara dari gamelan , Sakinah pencen , dh x jd pp. Zulaikha still muda. and yang lg dua org farah and deanna aku x tahu amenda. Btw bila sakinah nk masukkan gmbr2 ?

Then tuisyen , aaaaa gila lah otak aku x berfungsi. so aku tiru je budak sebelah. haih -.- but before that , usha manusia , ekekeke. But bdk2 saas nk usha jgak , haih menyibuk ja. So aku belanja diaorg gula2 sebb diaorg  x boleh nk usha. Habis seringgit aku. =..=

Today is my last day online , hokhok. K bye :D

im not spilling my spirit :D

Hi. if u wondering y i put that pic , ummm this is bcoz aku tgh in a geo dilemma , hahaha.

First : exam masuk geo form one. eighty percent , unbelievable. But i think i can handle it , i dont think i will fail , ha-ha. And second : we need to make a presentation , yesh geografi, but using power point. date line : this week. (Next week exam) So i skip my study time and make this power point.

Demi pengetua , okay je lah.

Thats y i online till three am in the morning. Half because of the geo , half because of ada budak tu berckp bnyk sgt kat fb. Ceh xde lah. jk jk. :) 

From tumblr

Reasons why im right click this from tumblr and then save in my file and then put in my blog :

• he's so handsome
• he's so sweet
• he's so kind
• he let she move on
• he's understanding
• awwwww ;)
• he's crying :o

honestly , im posting this coz he's crying. i didnt post this coz he's handsome or i think he is romantic or anything. (i didnt even care bout that) im posting this coz he's crying :DDDD For some reasons , i like to see a  guy crying. well here's a fact : when a girl cried over a boy it's a NORMAL thing. but when a boy cried over a girl ?

The girl must be very important to her. and i like the fact. a lot. ok back to the topic. i like to see a guy crying coz .. oh wait. did i sounded creepy ? im sorry if u do. just click the 'x' on top k ? easy-peasy like a bunny eating peas. weeee~ so , my reason is....... i dont know. hahahahahaaha

K BYE :D

Shoot bang bang

Went to Anis's house today. to finish our bm presentation. at the same time we opened youtube. first2 mcm biasa lah lagu Korea. then aku n farah nk tukar selera , kitaorg pasang lagu jiwang. well act kitaorg x layan pun lagu lagu mcm ni. but when dgr org nyanyi ..... terhafal lah. hehe. Anis agak annoyed with us , hahaha. Then tukar lagu nasyid. well honestly today was a laugh day. Dah lama x gelak gila2 mcm tadi. I felt alive :')

So then , anis nisak farah reminded me bout homeworks. umm aku mana pernah buat hw -.- So tak guna lah inform aku , hehe. Btw i feel horrible. Right now. Coz umm i dunno y. Pathetic me. I feel like an insane wife right now. weh bukan sbb aku heartbroken ke apa , hahaha. Malas ah nak cerita , ekekeke. and manusia manusia sekalian dh study kah ? Oh baiknya :D Good good.

Tadi ternampak gmbr aku dgn anis after the anugerah kecermelangan last year. My smile , omg i miss that smile. a lot. Honestly , that day was the bestest bestest bestest day in my life. Im telling u the truth. But well , it was only an old memory. yeah it related with mada. *stops for a while. breathe in breathe out* why am i recalling this stupid thing in my mind ? Hahahaha

Cant shut up. i want to talk and blogging all day long. But its already 1:12 am. And yay tomorrow is having assembly. Oh my god. boriiiing. Btw im reading afina's blog right now. (Yesh im typing while reading someone's blog. im so cool. u cant do that. u're not me) and i realised , i like morning or midnight texts so much. I like waking up and seeing 'a new message' written on mah phone. But hey , it's only a wish.i dont have any special ones unlike u. I never think i want a boyfriend , hahaha. going to sleep , k bye :) *hoping. lol

click for melihat.

Meet junho and Junsu. 

When tadi aku tgh gila and bad mood , tiba2 farah dtg bwk something. then dia suap aku (Romantik en ?) Okay , shooooo sedap. benda tart tp bercoklat. gila sedap :DDDD Btw lihat ini gmbr : Cuba teka sape ?

Lately , budak laki kelas aku asyik mencarut je. Apa masalah mereka -.- Perlu ke mencarut ? PERLU KE HAAA ? Aku x faham manusia zman sekarang =..=  

Vision and imbas muka

Hey. im stupid. Aku x boleh buat maths , aku x boleh memahami ckgu. Aku x fhm amenda pun. Ya Allah , rasa nk nangis masa nk try buat latihan. Kwn2 lain semua mcm "kau kan tuisyen ?" weh if aku tuisyen ofc aku x yah suruh korang ajar aku (well hnya Anis je bntu aku. thx ) I was demaaaaam , so x dtg lah. masa kat skolah pulak aku x masuk. or aku xde? entah. but tak pernah belajar pun that thing. Statistics weh :O Soalan punya senang , tp kenapa aku sorang je yg x boleh buat ? Knp aku je terpinggir ? And skrg cikgu dh masuk topik baru , indices. Omo , sumpah rasa nk bunuh diri.

Then naik gi 3 Budi , ENAM RINGGIT burned just for untuk that skuad kantin tag. Aku ajk kantin , so automatik jd skuad kantin. Then cikgu ckp aku tamak. sbb dh pp then skuad kantin lg. Kalau ikut hati mmg x nak pun dpt this stupid tag. dh la rm6. tak membawa ke arah kebaikan betul. =..= This exam aku..... meramalkan aku x dpt 9A :/ So no cloud9 that thing. (Honestly zulaikha , ada org kisah ke ?) Satu benda pun x masuk otak. dh la bateri phone low. *takde kaitan

Then cikgu ckp pasal amenda ntah masa sciencetp ada kaitan dgn zoo. eh tu syazwan -.- cikgu ckp pasal surat. Masalah perkauman ? takpe cikgu ,dah biasa dh. dari tahun lepas. kitaorg je yg salah. takpe cikgu , dh biasa dh. (lately ayat dah biasa dh tu jd fav word aku , haha) K bye.

My desk oh yeah yeah wooo

Calendar tu yg penting ;) Hey it's shinee.

Away and hi :)

I realised a lot of things. hope and dream were given , sad truth were told. Then asal bg aku hope? Ngek. Btw i just finish entertained myself. With taemin , with someone yg Arina ckp comel. OMG COMEL ? haih. ottokeyo. cuba teka sape ? ching ching. ummm ni youtube eh , bukan aku go dating or whatever.

And exam is just around the corner. I dont know y i bother to study or to care about exam. Seriously. Usually im the lazy one , not the skema one. The skema should be bold aite ? it should. SKEMA. When i mean skema ; my desk (in 3 imtiyaz) is fulled with textbooks on it. alert- ON , not IN. do y'know what i mean ? i hope u do. Then no internet (except today coz im doing my geo project) no mp3 (except today coz i miss 2pm sho much) , no tv (no exception) And i joined kawad. OMO OMO OMO. In pink , yeah ;) Many ppl asked me y i transfered from Krs to PPIM. I shrugged. dah takdir aku , haahaha

Entiti ; gmbr 2 imtiyaz is awesomely ugly. Wae ? -.- Dh la muka aku cacat. Dah lah aku gi lipat lengan baju aku. Munzir , this is all ur fault. Yang gi duduk tepi aku pahal ? *Takde kaitan. menunding jari kpd org lain. so childish la Zulaikha :p Gmbr pp pun buruk. Sedih betul. haih anis tgkp lg lawa. Aigo. tapi en , ada budak tu en , dia en , gmbr dia ada enam. Aku tahu aku baik kerana mengira , hoho.

Enough with blog.I should open and visit allkpop.com instead mah blog. hahahaha. K bye. Tidur tidur. assalamualaikum thx 4 reading ;)

What time is it ?

Lagi berapa minit nak 2PM ;) (ACT 2AM) Tapi malas lah nk tunggu. baik jump on the bed and die. For four hours. Dh enough kaaan ?

Btw exam.  Yeah , it is just around the corner. I dont know how I study , i mean , with all the kawad and tuitions and EVERYTHING , it's just so ah-ma-zing. i feel DAEBAK :D :D :D In my own style , ofc

And since im the what i called princess posse (act puteri islam) kitaorg dpt uniform hari ni. aku pakai dgn muka yg sgt bahagia. terlalu bahagia smpai aku x nk bukak that uniform i was wearing.

And. had a good chat with some 2Imtiyaz's student. Since i was a lil bit bad mood that time , i felt like slapping someone. Instead , aku sepak budak bomba yg coach kitaorg.

When he asked aku marah dkt siapa , and aku tunjuk ke arah belakang aku. Then manusia mana entah "Kau marah kereta ?" Haaa memang aku marah kereta.

Hari ni kan , Anis bwk bekal kuetiau (macm mana nk eja?) Aku makan masa bi. haih bnyk betul rezeki. and lately , im craving for chocolates. Kat rumah pun , aku dh habiskan chocolates from Alep.

Alep mintak mak kau lg coklat boleh ? :D :D :D :D :D K bye, tidur. chalgayo :)

Oh draco

Hahaha gila cute. Im so happy if someone would say that to me. yeah anis , u're included. HAHA

Anis :)

My adorable twin ;)

A twist in life

Im not perfect , im not smart , im not pretty , im not good in jokes but still i like u. Im weird , i cant stand life without my friends , again, im not perfect. I should stop thinking bout this , well life is fulled with hypocrites people , maybe they do not mean to be like that , it isnt fair to me-hate them. Totally.

I know im childish. Say it out loud , u might see me ratty . I dont know what my purpose writing this . Suddenly i feel activate my fb is the stupidest thing i've ever done in my whole life. It's not a big deal , activate fb then having fun with all the stuffs (except i do not play games) But im just. Unstable normal , (whatever it is)

Btw last 1 am was the best , i dont know y , but reading all the texts made me smile. Okay u can vomit or whatever. coz i cant believe im typing this. TELLING THIS. haaaaa shit. Im not used to this kind of ... behaviour. ha-ha whatever. kau gerenti x faham apa aku tulis , kan ?

Bye.

One two twee

Hi.

Is having a bad day. Shall i fill u in ? AKU TENGAH DEMAM . And , i got headache at my heart , toothache at my knee , and whatsoever. Since some of the people said my bi is what we called tunggang langgang. Face the music. Im sad :( But it's okay. At least i know that im wrong , Or maybe i was wrong. Tsk.

I try to relax , coz my body is dying. I even cant stand up still. So i put mah earphones in my ear. Deep. Until u can see it thru my nose. JK. Fail. i cant.... relax. Then i took my phone. new msg.. bout Farah's bro. Seriously , i feel sorry for the one who sent me the text. But i just cant tell.

So i take my phone n started to call Farah. We talked bout it. i laughed , a lot. Then my bro came and said "Zaki ?" And he thought Zaki is someone's special. Wait , i didnt have any idea who or what is Zaki =..= My bro is such a ...... i dont know how to describe him.

And hey , i was laughing 5 minutes ago. I was watching some korean vids , and Hey Presto , im okay. Hahaha im such a weirdo.. K bye

Hi.

Am i that fat ? :O 

Zulaikha , wae ??

tsk. Bye

February , be freaking awesome

Hi. Just activate my fb. Upload some pics , and then i call him. Lucky guess , he's at tuition. Oh life -.- I was just tryin to ask him bout mah fb. But since i didnt talk to him (except for 'hoi') i deactive my fb. Again. im lifeless , i knowwwww

And it's February. Ohmigod , OMOOOOOOOOO I feel like crying thinking bout the time , that i used to text and listening to my mp3 instead of studying. Im so. Stupid. Dumb. Okay i know it , i noticed that too. And and , homeworks love me. They are SUCH A STALKER. why they come to me with a smile , and trying to give me a message 'Hey , u should use ur time with me' sheeet.

Btw , I discovered that the pink slurpee tasted so. Bad. Grossome.

THIS!

Thats all , hee k bye :)

Okay.

“Just like Barbie, always smiling, even if she doesn’t want to.”

Depressed

What happened yesterday ? I got my throat sore and it's hurting me when i talk. I was crying. Maybe i was sooo tired and i got headache , i cried. And i got cheated. Nice.

Btw i deactivate my acc. Coz , um im not heartbroken or anything , i just... feel unstable normal. Okay whatever.  Kau punca. And im trying to pay more attention to other things, beside texting with him.

Exam is just around the corner , and im lazy. You can have a look at my room. Filthy beauty all the way. Yesterday larian sevens was okay, i guess ? After the larian , i feel sick. and that time , we kinda had a fight.

How funny , last year , when larian sevens , i was ehem , like adam. i remember Sakinah n i met him and snap his picca. But this year ? It's an another story. Thats all for today. i need to make a call. Bye :)

swollen.

Hi

Cant stop singing the I like you the Best song , okay singing sounds like lying coz i hummed instead of singing :) Btw im hungry right now. My mom asks me to help her with my bro and sis's clothes. Oh cant they prepare their school things by themselves ?

again , im hungry. Studying science with swollen eyes never fails me to go hungry. Um k , thats all. I got a text since 7pm , and i didnt reply it since now. Okay thats cruel :o K bye. Tomorrow is school day , hooraaay

Hyper mood , i guess ?

Currently alone. at home. Thaipusam punya holiday takde faedah , alangkah baik jika aku pergi skolah

Hello :)

Hi blog. hi hi hi :) Sorry for taking a long time to update u. Look at ur new u , umm i know it's not a real beauty , but i like this better. Lately, i was kinda busy --' with sleeping . Im not a sleeping beauty , neither sleeping beast k? I hate to sleep , usually. But since 2011 , i sleep more than i do anything :) Got tired. easily . Knocked out by school and tuitions :/

Last saturday was gotong royong. I went to Intan's house with wani. while walking from school , my ears stuck with earphones. Everytime wani talks , i will like : "Oh. Uh huh. Haah. Aaaa." And while walking , i saw a form 5 student . what a shock =..= i just received a text from his friend. K . not going to write about it.

Btw in my class : they started to what we called insaf. They were studying , yay Nadhirah (ex-mrsm) sure gives us light~. Hm okay thats all. Bye2 :)

BEAST/B2ST - I Like You The Best

:)

=..=

 Hi,its me again. i opened my blog , like three times already? Whatever. Im bored. I get bored easily, haha :D Btw i forgot to wish Amir Azim happy birthday. im shooooo cruel. I forgot my own classmate. Punish myself, hmph. Buy an egg tart, ur money will burn , aye aye. And get fat XD i missed my fat moments. hihi. *Since when im fat? im just creating fantasies. HEY THIS IS MY BLOG. i can say whatever i want. i guess , haha

So , im going to save my money. I need to buy more tops , and i want a DLSR so baaaaaad. Since i like taking pics , even sometimes i snap the drain (with oily surface in there) eww. (And the things in there.) double ewwww!


And ooooh and new shoes! Ballet flats , of course. I cant wear wedges, that makes me taller. But anis loves her wedges. Right anis u're a sho sho shorty dummy :D Im just kidding. u're not a dummy. BUT ME. I am a dummy , HEHE. Lately, i like to watch the boys' feet. Im not a pervert, im watching their shoes. Haha. Then i watched their face. Um im heartless so i cant tell they're handsome or not.

Thats all, ciao :)

Yo. today is Hilal's birthday. (Perlu ke aku tulis. HAHA) i was hyper yesterday, zzzz x tahu kenapa. Oh aku tahu kenapa. 'there's a rainbow after rain' Kau faham ke? Hihi aku je faham ape yg aku ckp. So , esok skolah. omg omg omg omg omg i want to dieeee.

Btw aku beli KASUT.Hahahaha :D Aku kan cerewet gila,so penat pusing kedai, blah3. Last2 jumpa jgak kasut, ala kasut hitam bertali. Mcm kat bata xde? But x tahu la weh, aku kan cerewet. Ceh hahahaha. Then jumpa Ubaidah. Whoot , semalam dh jumpa. hari ni ketemu lg. Hihi ade jodoh *gedik ;D

I called Sakinah , eh jap tu bilaaa. HA ANIS CALL AKU.My twin,ohhh rindu nya. zzzz aku dah gila. Aku patut membalas budi dgn mengcall dia jugak. cehhh. Dah , bye ;D